notes to myself

| Friday, December 11, 2009

when i saw someone dear to me having her/his dreams wished all came true
i am happy for her/him,
but boy, how i wish that i could be at his/her place!
sape taknak kan kalau ape bende kite nak sume leh dapat kan? kalau you all pun mesti nak jugak kan

but i must say, i must be realistic
i am who i am, i cannot be someone's else
i cannot be someone else's daughter who have a wealthy parents yang mampu bagi apa saja yang diingini
if i want sumthing, i must do scratches from the bottom and try to get to the top on my own
cos i know, i am not a rich people

but sometimes, when we have achieved what we want
we became greedy, we felt that what we had now is still not enough to please ourself
we ask for more n more
i did felt that way sumtimes..i know, this is not healthy
i must be grateful, i must be thankful to God that give me this rezeki
there are a lot unfortunate people out there whom really want to be in my place, hoping, praying and doing their best to get into this comfort zone
but i am already here, already achieved half of my dream, now trying to achieve another half of it
qila, sila bersyukur

5 voice outs!:

{ Kekanak Tokyo } at: December 12, 2009 at 12:31 AM said...


It's human nature to want things that they don't have. To want pretty things, To want to be as good or maybe better than others.

so, aqila, don't feel bad, for we are only human. but yes, we always have to bersyukur atas apa yang ada pada kita and instead of comparing what others have more than us, its better to look at what they don't and you do.

Kalau aqila jeles tengok orang lain, saya lagi jeles tengok aqila...bes ada hubby...hhuhuu~

{ illhamshiraz } at: December 12, 2009 at 1:54 AM said...

salam qila...

i ni silent reader,dh lame dh follow blog qila..even i dh link ur blog dlm my blog,hihihi..kalo sudi jeguk2 la ek...

Btw, jeles tgk Qila strieving ur Phd at the young age..kalo bley sy pun nk cmtu,InsyaAllah...masih berusaha :))

do ur best there (>__<)

{ A.k.i.r.a ~ c.h.a.n } at: December 12, 2009 at 2:05 AM said...

hye kak zeti:
your comment really comforting me :) thanks kak zeti.. yeah, qila rasa dengan menulis apa yang terbuku di hati dan mendapat nasihat dari kawan2 dapat mengubat perasaan tak best tu..thanks again!
p/s: pasal hubby itu, no comment..ehe.. bila dah bersuami nanti, mesti akak akan segembira saya, ntah2 lagi happy lagi kot! insyaAllah..

hye ilhamshiraz:
saya perasan link awak slalu naik kat traffic feed saya :) thanks for following, i'll visit urs plak ok? Alhamdulillah, ade rezeki saya sambung blaja sekarang, jadi saya takkan lepaskan peluang tu.. awak pun nak sambung study ye? i wish u success and happiness in life.. :) have a nice day! :)

{ H A N I } at: December 12, 2009 at 3:37 AM said...

huhuh..tgk qila, ramai yg jeles ngn qila..heheh..me too! =p jeles ngn semangat qila yg kuat berusaha =) bagus2, chaiyok! kita ni slalu pikir yg kiter ni x bagus, byk kkurangan. kita x pikir yg ader org yg jauh lg teruk dr kita..kan? huhu..ucaplah alhamdulillah, syukur kita kpd Allah..ops, tnyanyi lagu raihan plak =)

Anonymous at: December 12, 2009 at 3:59 AM said...

:). it is a reminder fer myself too sis.


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